Math exam is in about 5.5 hours. Still trying to get some more mathematical elements into my head. Apparently, osmosis does not work. Sometimes, in times like this, I go into prayer mode. God, if you help me pass this exam with an adequate grade, I promise to become a more productive individual -- I'll get up early and exercise, volunteer at local children's hospital, cut down on caffeine, and stop calling my brother "dumb-ass." Five minute into that pseudo-prayer, I realize. I'm an atheist -- and even if there were a God, be him/her/it Zeus, Shiva, Ifrit, Jesus, or my cat, the deity would hardly care if I exercise, or cut down on caffeine. So why do I do this? I also say "god-dammit" when I am mad... which makes my best friend rather uneasy(she's Christian). I also refuse to capitalize the word "god." Actually, perhaps I should capitalize it, since the word "god" refers to an actual name of the god that Christianity worships. Hmm. I'll think about capitalizing "god" but I refuse to capitalize the "H" in the world "he" or "him" or "his" and etc.. when referring to pronouns and possessive pronouns and whatnots refering to the deity. I need to study. My gawd.