Inner Leo -- Unleashed!

Inner Leo -- Unleashed!

I am a Leo, astrologically speaking. If I could be an animal, I'd be a Lion -- why be anything else, when you can be king(or queen) of the jungle and animal kingdom? Ok, maybe a monkey, but Lions are pretty cool.

So astrologically, not that I believe in horoscopes, I should be an outgoing, fire-breathing chica who dances the night away and soaks in the spotlight. I was an introverted person for the longest time -- pre-adult years I was pretty outspoken and bold, but after I became a legal adult (18+ -- oh great, now people are going to Google for porn related topics and come to my blog!) I became shy and reserved and modest, of all things. Recently, since life has decided that 'shitty' should be the ultimate description of my life, I am not so eager to get along and go with the flow and conform. I am angrier than ever -- I am again a dangerous woman. Rub me the wrong way and I will explode.

My life officially sucks ass. Please, forgive my vulgar and profane language. But it reeks. Living my life feels like drinking down rancid, curdle-y milk, then trying to smile about it. Even for those of you who aren't lactose-intolerant, it makes your stomach churn with severe discomfort, doesn't it? But something good is coming out of it. I think what they say ... "what doesn't kill you will only make you stronger" is true for this situation. Each day I feel angrier and even more determined to "make it" in this world. Every time something goes wrong, it's more of an incentive to pound on the pavement a little harder when I walk, to type on the keyboard with a little more passion, to sing just a little louder, to eat a bit more heartily, and to live a little better. I'm not going to be out-done by my own fate!