I feel bad. It's worse than just being single on Valentine's. Not only do I feel unworthy of the opposite gender's love, but also, unworthy to be best friends with anyone. Recently, my Best Friend's younger sister had the joy/luck of receiving some type of jewelry from the "notorious" Tiffany's(in response to the word "Tiffany" my brother commented "it's a girl's name; they also sell sandwiches." However, later, I found out that he indeed knows of the famed Tiffany's jewelers! *ShOcKiNg~*), and merely few days afterwards, my BestFriend herself also received the same fortune of receiving an unknown item from Tiffany's from her ***SWEET*** boyfriend. She raved and ranted about it, how she missed the delivery because she wasn't home, and blah blah blah. I was at first happy for her, but to tell the truth, the feeling became really bitter, really fast. First of all, I am single, and have been the entire 2002 and so far in 2003, and probably will remain so for a good long while. Second of all, all the boyfriends I have had in the past were crummy, evil, retarded, fashionally-challenged, loser, or all of the previously mentioned adjectives. So I admit, I was INSANELY jealous of the beautiful gift from Tiffany's that she received/will receive soon. So I take this opportunity to apologize to her sincerely, that I have seen the wrongness of my ways, and I am now sincerely excited and exude positive feelings (to the extremes) for her Valentines. She probably does not know I had such a negative attitude toward her fortune, because despite my nasty feelings, I tried to appear happy for her. However, I also apologize for such mockery of friendship I have exhibited, and will work on being a better friend. Yongil, I'm so happy for you! See, Nick is a Sweetie pie!!! You are extremely lucky to have him(if you don't want him, let me know....haha) and I love you~! (Strictly as a friend, of course =o) Tell Nickster I said hi!

It is POURING! It doesn't rain much in So Cal, but sometimes, rarely, when it does rain, it often pours like this. I'm sure, though, this is not in any way comparable to the rain in Seattle or London, or even the snow storms in the East Coast. So it is lucky to have such *mild* weather. It is good to have rain... since it happens so rarely, it is usually welcomed by most. However, it does wreak havoc on traffic -- Californian's are notorious for being horrible drivers in the rain. It is kind of chilly -- and there are other bad effects of rain. Like, when I have school, it is a real hassle walking around campus to and fro, from and to the parking lots, and sitting in class with soaked socks and shoes.

Since it usually rains about 15 out of 365 days(my personal estimate), I usually stash the umbrella somewhere - closet, shoe box, under the desk, bathroom, wherever, and being unused and unfound for 350 days, it mysteriously vanishes (my entire family's umbrellas have disappeared this winter...). So I am umbrella-less. And I don't know the cost of umbrellas in other places, but it seems to cost a grip in Cali -- to spend so much on an item that is used so little -- has no sentimental(almost never being used) nor fashionable value.

Another downside, is that since Cali has so little rain, the drainage system is poor, and many areas are prone to flooding. Yes, flooding, in an area that's basically more or less a desert! In many low areas, water starts to back up, like it would in a clogged bath tub. Living in the hilly side of LA in Glendale is probably one of the few things I am thankful for.

Anyhoot, we're even supposed to get some thunderstorms this week(ooh~ how exciting~!) but I hope it clears away next week when I start school. Hope it's not too drizzly.

Physical Condition: All good, except sharp back pains behind my right shoulder area. Might need Bengay. The miraculous antidote to all muscle pains.
Mental Condition: All right. I got my daily dosage of caffeine as recommended by the office coffee maker -- 3 cups, all black.
Emotional Condition: Detrimental to self: Valentine only two days away and no single man in sight. Note to self: Wear strait-jacket to work on Friday to protect oneself and others as well. Otherwise, might become menace to society. If at all possible, contact Hannibal Lector for that head gear as well.
Spiritual Condition: Have no religion, therefore not too much is stressed on spirituality. Maybe will find some sort of religion/cult to be passionate about, go into mountains to be monk with no hair. Until then, spiritual condition has no condition.

I haven't posted to my blog in ages, it seems, although it's been less than 5 days, which signifies what sort of life I have. 5 days seem like ages, that's the sort. I did give my Xanga site a total face-lift; instead of the blue color scheme, I moved to purple, and I also added a background of lavender, with purple and white stars. All in all, pretty satisfactory. I only have half an hour to go, which is one of the few things to look forward to as of this moment. Afterwards, I will go to Mickey D's, and get myself supersized French Fries, because I deserve it. I had a long hard day today. The set of customers of today weren't the angry, tantrum throwing sort; they were the annoying and clingy sort, which can be worse at times, like today. They cling onto me asking me to teach them how to use their phones, and etc, change numbers, etc. Which is alright, but too much can definitely wear and tear someone down. I think I'm hallucinating, because I am seeing french fries dance before my eyes...